Sun 3 Sep 2006
12:17 am
So it appears that I’m still (yes, still) in some sort of funk. My guess is that I simply have too much time on my hands and simply need to return to work. But it’s funny, I’ve been unemployed before and don’t recall it ever having such a significant impact on my hobbies before.
As much as I hate dwelling on the subject, it’s eating at me. I’ve been making an effort to start gaming again, something that’s been a hit-or-miss with me as of late. [sigh] I’m just bothered by the fact my enthusiasm isn’t what it used to because it’s starting to effect my passion towards the site (which is an entirely discussion in itself)… and just my whole attitude in general. I’ve just hit a wall and want to get back on the path.
Well, my new job starts next Tuesday, which I couldn’t be happier about. If anything, I’ll have less time to ponder with self-doubt and focus my energy on something more constructive.


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September 3rd, 2006 at 9:20 pm
I’m no psychiatrist, but I have a feeling (and a hope, too) that the Wii and PS3 help bring you back to a better mental gaming state.
We need ya, man!
September 3rd, 2006 at 11:46 pm
Just in a mental slump mostly. I don’t intend to give up… don’t you worry bro!!!!